So far this summer, I have been living in a state of anticipations. Admittedly, that is not an ideal way to traverse through daily life, and yet, that has been my reality as it has afforded me the ability to realize that the last six weeks have been a season. And during this season, many … Continue reading Anticipation.
Author: cdkuba
The Greater Value
Even if we disagree there is mutual respect and admiration A genuine desire to learn and grow in understanding of one another You see our perspectives tell a story of our personal journey Its worth is of such a greater value than an opinion.
A Generous Portion
Today was a surprise. It was the kind of surprise that comes from that wishful place in one's soul. That place where some of those unspoken prayers lie - those prayers one fears if spoken out loud, and then might not come to fruition as one hoped- would prove to be unbearable. We went to … Continue reading A Generous Portion
Commit.
I could not sleep last night. I made the mistake of getting on Facebook after the verdict came in for the Trayvon Martin case. Ohhh, my heart. I honestly do not know if I have anything to really offer to the collective conversation about the ever prevalent racism in this country or white privilege. And … Continue reading Commit.
Day 20
Today is Day 20. For twenty days now, we have been "grounded" in our flat, following Bella's surgery. And I must tell you - it absolutely FEELS like 20 days. Time has not flown by in this regard. Yes, I have had some great times out of the flat, but I must be honest and … Continue reading Day 20
Let Your Beautiful Mess Become Your Message
Bella had her first post-op appointment today. While in the waiting room, I found myself, like the fellow drones around me, reading a back issue of People magazine. I read a story about a celebrity who is in remission from cancer. Soon after her diagnosis, her mom passed away. One of her last conversations with … Continue reading Let Your Beautiful Mess Become Your Message
It Takes a Village
We arrived at the hospital yesterday morning at 5am. It was dark empty low lighting and a bit eerie. By 7am, Bella was ready to go. The anesthesiologist came by to insert the I.V. and well, Bella completely freaked out. Tears, thrashing, and so much pleading. The anesthesiologist decided that it would be better to … Continue reading It Takes a Village
I Choose.
My soul proclaims His Glory. I choose for it to be so! My emotions may disagree. My mind may protest. But my soul proclaims His Glory. I choose for it to be so! My heart may grieve. My memory may fail me But my soul proclaims His Glory. I choose for it to be so! … Continue reading I Choose.
Somewhere in The Midst of It – Part Two
Our family has been getting a lot of questions regarding Bella's upcoming surgery, so I am going to explain it as best I can. On Friday, June 21st at 7:30am, Bella will have surgery on BOTH her feet. The bones in her feet are basically growing at almost a 90 degree angle. Inward. Her feet … Continue reading Somewhere in The Midst of It – Part Two
Somewhere in the Midst of It
After school today, I took my daughter Bella to Pinkberry. It is one of our favorite places, and one of our favorite things to do together. Today, however, I had an agenda. I had to explain to my daughter that in one month's time, she would be having yet ANOTHER surgery. One, which would require … Continue reading Somewhere in the Midst of It
Raindrops & Rivers 